Wishes

"..I want to see you clearly, come closer to this.. But all I remember, are dreams in the mist.."

I'm just gonna go straight to the point. I don't know how else I'll be able to write this.

The past two nights, I've had dreams -- dreams that I wish happened in reality, and not just stayed as dreams. I guess some are just too good to be true, right?

Anyway, the other night (and as the other times I've had dreams) I really can't remember everything that happened. Just a portion of it, and for some reason, those parts are what I usually remember. I don't know if it was meant for me to remember, or I just try remember them. Anyway, what happened there was, I was with her and with a couple of friends. Then at some point in the dream, as we were walking along a corridor, to the room on my left were a number of guys with guns, and the same thing to the room on my right. The people on our right pointed the gun at us, and made us go to the other room (where the other guys are) and then I realized that these guys are in some kind of war. The dream then shifted to me with her and a couple of friends in a dim lighted room, and they were beating her for some reason. It made me sad because I wasn't able to do anything to save her. I think I was on my knees and my hands were tied at my back. Then after that, I was lifting her and I tried bringing her to the hospital or some emergency room but they were closed and I don't even know why. So we went outside, and she was back on her feet. So we went to the park and there we just had fun, and we were kissing each other.

Just this morning when I woke up, I remembered again my dream. It's kind of similar to the dream before. it's just a short dream. It actually felt like I was in some kind of magical world, where powers and magic were possible to only some people. I remember that I was able to jump really high, from the ground up to the roof, or it can get higher. I was able to control minds of people like Professor X. Anyway, so I think we were at a library, or at some bookstore and we were sitting down. Some books were open in front of us. I can't really remember if she was doing any work or we were just reading. We were sweet there -- with all the hugging, and me kissing her on the forehead, holding hands, just like how we were before.

Anything can happen in our dreams, right? And, it just sucks that these are just too good to be true. Maybe it won't happen now, but I'm still hoping, wishomg that one day, someday, it can and will happen.

I miss having my arms around you to keep you safe, kissing you on your head or forehead to give you comfort, holding your hands real tight to let you know that I'm just here for you, hugging you real tight to let you know that I love you, and I will always love you.

I really miss you.. :(