I'm not sure if I should be happy about my dream or not, or if I should expect anything to happen or just let it pass. Maybe it's all in my mind, but I don't know.
Just this morning when I woke up at around 7:40am, I actually remembered a part of my dream again. It was actually kind of confusing, because I don't know if it is what I really want right now, or ever, but for some reason it made me smile for a while, but not really that happy; just confused.
So I slept again after 20 minutes I think, and woke up at around 9:30am, finding myself remembering what happened again in my dream. And, this time, I'm definitely sure it's not what I want to happen ever in my life.
What happened in the first dream was, I was with a couple of friends and this girl, and it felt like the girl and I had something special. We were talking all the time, laughing and we were really close. I like the girl in reality, but I'm not sure if it's what I want to have with her in real life.
The other dream is the feelings brought me back to the past, where there is too much pain and confusion with everything. I was arguing with this person really special to me, and nothing really good was happening with us that time. Everything was just not happening the way I want them to happen. And, yes, I was in so much pain that time.
So I woke up, and thought to myself, these are just dreams. But, why should I have those dreams in a day, and remember them both? So again, I researched for the meaning:
To dream that you have a crush on somebody, is a literal reflection of your attraction and fascination for that person. To see your crush in your dream, represents your current infatuation with him or her. If you find yourself thinking about him during the day, then it is understandable that his image will appear in your dream during the night. If you dream of your crush frequently, then your dream maybe be telling you that it is time to let this person know how you feel, especially if you are dreaming of him or her in a good way. Only good things can happen from you telling your crush. Even if he or she is not interested, at least you can move on and stop wasting time on him or her.
I really can't find the meaning to the other dream, but I'm just guessing that maybe it has something to do with what's happening in present time, how I've been feeling about this and my fears of what may happen.
I don't know. I'm just really confused and hurt right now with everything that's happening. I'm in a constant battle with my feelings, and I just want to get away for a while. I just want to run away, but I guess that won't help me either. I really need a break. If I can't have a good day, please, let me sleep well. :(
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