Fork

A fork, not the one we use to eat, but a fork, is when we are trapped in a certain place and we're given two ways to take. It's either, we go to to our left, or to our right. Sometimes, it gives more than 2 choices.

In our lives, we often experience being trapped in a certain place, or because of something that recently happened to us, or maybe we just feel like we're trapped because of what's happening around us.

For my whole life, I always encounter forks, forks that make me decide, think a lot, or even ask for help/advice from someone who knows or at least can give an idea of what path to take. Whenever I choose where to go, in the end, I always fall of a very cliff. I will fall in a deep sea, hurting, but still alive. There's pain from falling off a very high cliff and landing face first in the ocean, but eventually will fade away. From there, you try to find your way back to shore, try to save yourself, try to call someone for help, but no one can really hear you. It is that time that you will have to go through this challenge by yourself, and only you can help yourself.

It is that time when, given two or more choices, that you try to think of what may happen if you take this path, or if you take the other paths given. And, in every path given to us, each of them have their own pros and cons.

While on one path, we always try to think, "What if I took the other path? Or the other?.." This is something that will always be a mystery to us, because we really never know what might have happened if we went the other way.

Whenever I fall of this cliff, I always end up getting hurt a lot, and when I try to save myself, there are just some factors that make it harder for me, trying to drown me and stop me from going back to shore. Yet, at least in my case, I don't really think I'm alone here, because there are some people around there who do try to save me, but sometimes, I just don't let them. Sometimes, I wanna do things for myself, even if it's hurting me already.

It's not that I always make the wrong decision. I don't consider these as wrong decisions, but these are choices that I made. It's just, maybe I'm meant to be in this situation, for me to see or realize something. We never know, maybe if we took the other paths given to us, it could've been worse.

Not that I'm not happy with the decisions I make. I am happy, but I always mess up.

I always end up in a fork, and it sucks that when I finally decide, I always end up falling, hurt, and all by myself again.

Have you experienced being in one?