Flash

You know how sometimes, when something bad is happened, or the moment when something bad is about to happen, or the like, certain memories will just flash right before your eyes? Not just random memories, but memories that you miss, and hoping everyday, that someday those memories will come to life again? The memories that, even if may hurt you, still remain special? The memories that you chose to keep, the memories that you love?

Well.. I've had my part with this moment.. A number of times, actually..

There's a time where I just slipped, and at that moment, before going down, those memories just flashed right before me, feeling like I was actually there. Good thing I didn't hit my head when I fell down, but that was one. Another was having those really bad days: from the moment you wake up, you know that it's gonna be a bad day, and from one thing to another, everything's just not going your way all day. I guess another would be, just feeling miserable, and wishing you could go back to those memories and just be happy again. And of course, there's that moment, when you see other couples, happy together, and you're in one corner wishing you could be with the person you love the most. But, here you are, away from them..

In other words, the days used to be really happy, when everything was going your way. Not that things are not going my way now, but everything just felt better before, and there's always one factor that will go my way, and there's really nothing I can do about it.. Maybe at the moment, or maybe forever.

So, everyday.. Each day, I wake up, and here I am. Trying to see the good when looking back to those memories, but of course.. Sometimes, or most of the time.. I can't help but feel down, missing all the good times I used to have, with the people I used to spend time with, with the people I care about, with the people I love.

Random share: Yesterday, as I was on the way to the hospital to get my eye checked, this song played on my iPod touch, which really made me down and miss everything I used to have. Wish I could just go back, and have those times again..

I miss you, you know who you are.. I'll see you again, someday..

So, here's the song: Never Had A Dream Come True by the S Club 7